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Jan 7, 2009
What Am I?

New
Unblemished
Wide eyed innocence.


I love
I offer my heart
My soul
My All
I am broken.

I choose
A life of pain
A punishment
For believing I am worthy.
I am unloved.

I am
Beaten down
Shattered
Like glass.
I am broken.

I am used.
I am abused.
I cannot find the light
Inside myself
I am lost.

I bring new life
Into the world
Not one
But two
I am responsible.

I must choose
Better
I must choose
Right
I am a mother.

I find
A spark of light
Inside myself
and stand.
I am courageous.

I cry a lot
I doubt myself
I am afraid
and yet I try
I am tenacious.

I find a hope
Inside myself
For something more
A new beginning.
I am healing.

I take a journey
I learn
I grow
I understand
I am a woman.

I lay the past
To rest
and walk toward
A future
I am faith.

I hope and dream
I wait and wait
and want
and I believe
I am ready.

I meet a man
Who fills my soul
My heart
With faith and trust
I am loved.

He retrieves the pieces
of my broken heart
and fits them
back together
I am mended.

A new joy begins
Making family complete
But instead
A loss so deep
I am sorrow.

And once more
Inside myself
No hope no reason
No desire
I am lost.

Somehow again
I face forward
I start anew
I have purpose again
I am mom.

Slowly they begin
To drift into
Lives of independence
and my purpose becomes hazy
I am confused.

Now deeper
Than ever before
I am sinking into
Despair.
I am the deep BLUE funk.


I need something more
I need a purpose
I wallow in
Self-pity
I am aware.

Then by fate
Or destiny
I find another piece of myself
A joy, a shining light
I am awake.

I must find
Another purpose
I must find a new reason
Stay up and stay awake
I am rising.

I hunt
for what I do not know
And then I find
The center of myself.
I am found.

Then I learn
That I am more
Than I ever knew I was
To many and in truth
I am beauty.

In learning Who I am
I have also come to understand
I deserve everything
I am worthy and
I am LOVE.

I need not be ashamed
Of who I am
Or apologize
For what I believe.
I am a queen.

2009 KD Bissonette

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The following poems were done at Poetry.com
You can look me up there under K Dawn Bissonette

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A warmth I breathe in deeply
As I do your smile.
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Whiskers and soft fur
Feeling warm under my hand
Sweetest friend you are
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The bubbling brook is heard
To strengthen my soul
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Pink, pink your petals
The soft flush of blushing skin
After loves first kiss.
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Like the sun at end of day
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Standing tall in the sky
A pillar of time
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I will be silence...
a soft laugh...
a silky desire...

I found love...
and
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2002 KD Bissonette
some tangled children hide
inside themselves
and by a sacred laugh
mother
made delicious by love
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sunshine tickles as
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soft with desire
raises on the wind
and love burns
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2002 KD Bissonette
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planets like time
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2002 KD Bissonette
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see beauty
the air swells thick and heavy
with desire
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2002 KD Bissonette
uninvited crystals
wait patiently
to pierce my very radiance
and softly melt
the bright glitter
found in me
2002 KD Bissonette
a silky white rose
hot skin in soft rain
dark eyes and desire
the delicious sweetness
of love
2002 KD Bissonette
very hot
soft deliciously silky desire
ends distance
and
love is found
laughing
2002 KD Bissonette

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